sweet packages

Dear Happy Readers ,

meet me again , a dreamer. Feels like a long time since I wrote something in this blog. It is my great pleasure to be back , it is good to have something spokean , something shared. So these will be about anything at the first place I think could be something to see , something to hear , definitely something to learn. This is my life , shared from a small room of the mind, my restless and senseless mind.

Has someone asked you about the inspirational someone that inspires you a lot in life? What will you answer? In my public speaking lesson , I was asked to present a story about things or people that have inspired me a lot in life. What will I prepare for this class ? If it is possible , I want to bring my door. There many pictures stick. A picture of sweet little girls with a black , blonde , brunnete , and brown hair , a picture of tall and short guys , a picture of angelic-faced guys , veiled sweet girls , a picture of friends, friends of mine.

Some moments of yours eveyday just passed by. You sit beside your friend , hearing their boring story while mumbling what-is-the-important-point-for-me, having lunch with your uni friends while seeing them excitedly talk on phone with someone they love , watching them smile , laugh , cry .. this is the actually unforgatable moment that we always ironically forget.

Sometimes I see my friends crying because of her boyfriend, and sometime I see them laughing and smiling all of the time by finding someone new. Not even once , I see my friends to be dedicated students of their Uni , and more than once I see my friends failed. I still see my friend's falling and I see the whole process of their waking up. I see their changing and growing , I see them crying. Many times they hear me a story , many times they be there to keep me company , many times they not.

Paying attention to them like watching some inspirational movies. Seeing them crying and hearing the rest of their tragic story makes me finally understand that this is the time for me to be way stronger than before. This is only a mechanical system of life that repeats. Heavy raining , then shinning with a rainbow , the dark of a night to the sunlight of the morning , even the world turns around, it repeats everything. And they make me realized , like , totally . Seeing them fly away to here from their country makes me realized that this world like has no end and we as people have a right to see everythig. No distance here in this world , if I can say. There are always various ways to get there, possibilties possibly come to you if you dare to dream. Seeing them smiling and waking up from their falling makes me understand that everybody deserves to be happy, no exception.

Have you realized to whom you be back when you are falling apart and sad ? Wont there be couple of friends telling you some jokes trying to wake you up? Wont there be friends text you everytime to make sure that everything is alright with you when you are down ? Friends are like a special package of happiness and lesson to be learned.