Minggu, 12 Juli 2009

with you , the earth's spinning around in the oh - so - complex rotation

hello , have a good night's sleep
dont let bed bugs bite you ..

yess , those words are easy to phrase to your sweets in one normal night. you text them , you ring them , you -yeah whatever . they are simple , they are usual for you as lovebirds. oh , you call it love , i say 'lovebird' please it's not exactly the word 'love' dont you see the 'bird' behind it ? for fuck's sake it's love .. yess , ever again , i narrate a love.
i mean , it's easy to spend most of times together , share things together , and everything you can do with them and dont forget to add some 'togethers' behind. you can easily miss them , never been able to bring down your longing . you can easily say you love them a heap , yes it's easy ..
but tell to those lovebirds , tell them immediately .. we loose our heart to struggle with our very own conceptions which are always different. we're different , we both are always different in every way and see , nothing we can do to repair it. no - nothing . he will stand in his place , and i will stand in mine , really we've never been in one same footing. during this i assume he never gives me a shit , i dont know he does , but i feel so. so i give him no shit as well , i know we wont again to make reactions , responses , even communications or sort of. i promise him i wont give him a shit , so i will not ! everything seems to be complicated that i'am 100% exhausted already and wanna be off !

so this is 2.55 am in the morning , i'm feeling cold badly , i'm wearing my grandma's thick cardigan , i wish tomorrow i wake up in the end of the day , to forget what i suppose to do , like texting him a good day ......

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